我想，每个人都是需要机会的。只是最近会觉得说， 把机会赐予那些曾经从自己身上剥夺机会的人，真的很难。嗯，不过我真的在一个人尝试着。因为自己很喜欢这句话：Be the change you want to see in the world。要做到，好不好？给他们多一点机会，让他们告诉自己他们的故事，然后我们才会明白我们才会了解，那些故事是怎样把他们变成他们现在是的人，而我们才能宽容我们才能接受那些或许比我们幸福点，或许比我们不幸点的不同的人。当然，接受并不代表认同。但接受的本身，就已经足够了不是吗，对很多人而言。要重新来过，对自己，最别人的判断。机会要给，就算我懂，没有多少人会给我一个机会。因为在他们眼中，我是一个人，一个人。
Written by a friend who I respect and admire of his courage. Cheers for both of us.
CHAOS
Thursday, August 11, 2011 @ 1:48 AM
My Personality Report
Ms Liew is prepared to put in hard work moderately but she may at times prefer to work at her own pace.
Time is not a major priority for Ms Liew. She is probably often late for appointments and may keep people waiting. She sees deadlines as flexible and takes her time to do things. She is not time-conscious when planning or organizing activities. Ms Liew may feel stressed and demotivated when she is rushed, and may not deliver results on time.
Ms Liew persists with a task until it is completed. Determination, commitment and perseverance are her strength; hence she can be depended upon to meet work obligations. Ms Liew is suitable for long-term projects because she is sufficiently focused to see them through completion.
Ms Liew is able to produce work that is moderately high in quality but she may at times be careless.
Ms Liew is an objective person who is impartial and rational. She speaks factually and often does not involve her own feelings and emotions. She may sometimes be perceived as distant or detached.
Although Ms Liew is usually a sympathetic person, she may at times be selective about being involved in the personal problems of people.
Ms Liew is friendly and outgoing when she is with friends although she may at times prefer to be quiet.
Ms Liew is the sort of person who forms long term bonds and attachments. She is faithful, trustworthy, and devoted in such relationships. She tends to be trusting, dedicated and protective towards those she loves. Patriotism and sense of duty is a significant aspect of her character.
Ms Liew is moderately serious about her responsibilities and selectively takes ownership of her work.
Ms Liew is concerned with position and status. She cares about how people view her. Prestige, quality, rank and reputation are important to her. She is likely to be brand-conscious and would attach significance to status symbols. She takes pride in her appearance.
Ms Liew sees people as friendly, reliable and honest. She is trusting and believes what people say. She tends to be unsuspecting of people.s behaviour and motives. She is uncomfortable when she has to wheel and deal.
A good supporter to the people around her, Ms Liew does not desire to lead or influence people. She is uncomfortable taking charge and does not feel the thrill of challenge in leading others. She prefers to responds rather than initiate. She looks to others to provide direction and does not naturally want to persuade or motivate others to take a certain course of action.
Ms Liew is as keen to explore abstract concepts when the topic appeals to her and she is as interested to discuss theoretical issues as the average person.
Ms Liew puts in effort to plan ahead some of the times. She may at times not be as detailed in her planning.
Ms Liew is not an expressive person and may have difficulty expressing her ideas, thoughts or plans. Her language ability may not be strong and she could be described as a person of few words.
CHAOS
Saturday, May 21, 2011 @ 2:38 AM
It has been awhile since I updated my blog last time. Maybe I'm just lazy, busy or sicked of facing all the bullshit. No, it should be considered as a necessary experience that we have to learn and grow up in another way.
I'm talking about stuffs that bug your mind and bothers your conscience. Yes, everyone has been blowing their heads off trying to come out with a solution that would make everybody happy. But truth is, you can never please anyone, can you?
I know i haven't been the very steady friend that you've always wanted me to be. I'm sorry for always being afraid to pick a side. Sad to say, I am a little timid. And I apologize for being a coward. But I'll never ever betray you, just in case you had any doubts about that. I know you're going through kind of a rough path yourself, just so you know I'll always be behind you, supporting you and defending you no matter what.
However, I had to walk away with a scar in my heart, pretty convinced that friends are superficial and fake. Most of them including you have played a part in proving me that friends will not be there when I need them. You have to stand up by yourself from the place you've fallen no matter what.
I'm sorry if you were hurt. I know how fragile a girl's heart can be. Because I am a girl too. I don't know if things will ever be the same again after all these, but I just want you to know I've always liked you, an independent and mature girl. To be completely honest, I don't hate you, nor dislike you. I just don't really know you. You're just like a very distant friend to me. You refuse to talk to me and I don't really know anything about you now.
This was supposed to be a happy thing. I realized that human beings will always be selfish and greedy. And I'm not any different. I know that I shouldn't be like this, but it is too late to even try making things right. This whole conflict has ended, needless to say, it didn't really end well. But what can I say? I'm partly at fault too. And I'm not gonna deny that.
This will be the last time I would mention about you. Since you're comfortable with your current situation without me, I think. I really hope that you'll be fine and everything is gonna be alright. I'm going back m'sia in the morning, take care and all the best.
CHAOS
Friday, April 22, 2011 @ 3:09 PM
Take a look of the post "A day that blows" from my bff :)
So, I hv graduated and ended my poly life. Precious experience tat I ever had in msia is memorable. Everyone should know what kind of feeling is that. Thanks n I'm heading to another stage soon. I'm sorry tat I'm actually quite lazy to update my blog here. Find me out urself if u want to know me more. Take care everyone.
CHAOS
Saturday, January 29, 2011 @ 12:09 AM
The Wanted- Heart Vacancy
CHAOS
Sunday, January 16, 2011 @ 2:59 PM
Nobody's around me when I need them the most. Everything is just fucking screwed up including my family members who I can rely on. Whatever tiny mistakes u have made is enough to cover the pass and ruin yourself. So pls just shut ur fucking mouth off in the future. How can you be so 绝情. I just want everything back to normal.
Nobody's around me when I need them the most. Everything is just fucking screwed up including my family members who I can rely on. Whatever tiny mistakes u have made is enough to cover the pass and ruin yourself. So pls just shut ur fucking mouth off in the future. How can you be so 绝情. I just want everything back to normal.
