I know i haven't been the very steady friend that you've always wanted me to be. I'm sorry for always being afraid to pick a side. Sad to say, I am a little timid. And I apologize for being a coward. But I'll never ever betray you, just in case you had any doubts about that. I know you're going through kind of a rough path yourself, just so you know I'll always be behind you, supporting you and defending you no matter what.
However, I had to walk away with a scar in my heart, pretty convinced that friends are superficial and fake. Most of them including you have played a part in proving me that friends will not be there when I need them. You have to stand up by yourself from the place you've fallen no matter what.
I'm sorry if you were hurt. I know how fragile a girl's heart can be. Because I am a girl too. I don't know if things will ever be the same again after all these, but I just want you to know I've always liked you, an independent and mature girl. To be completely honest, I don't hate you, nor dislike you. I just don't really know you. You're just like a very distant friend to me. You refuse to talk to me and I don't really know anything about you now.
This was supposed to be a happy thing. I realized that human beings will always be selfish and greedy. And I'm not any different. I know that I shouldn't be like this, but it is too late to even try making things right. This whole conflict has ended, needless to say, it didn't really end well. But what can I say? I'm partly at fault too. And I'm not gonna deny that.
